It has always fascinated me that those who seek the security of independence can become entirely engulfed in a relationship with another. Literally, become dependent on the emotional climate of another. Feelings or hidden affections that once were held closely as secret, are now pouring out of your mouth, with unmatchable haste into the ears of the chosen sap. It seems strange, but I believe I would much rather be the dependent sap rather than the independent loner; And when you are dating someone as great as the guy I find myself with, - it's not a hard choice. He makes me happy. When I'm with him, I feel better than ever. When he is not around, I cannot get him off of my brain.
We met in Winter 2009, became friends shortly after, and began dating this last Summer. He is my best friend and a source of constant strength. However, some may call this fruity lovesick hullabaloo all a crazed hormonal and emotional chemical reaction type of shin dig. To those I say "Phooey!". When it comes to the way he makes me feel; whether it be hormonal, chemical, spiritual - it doesn't matter to me. I am a proud dependent sap, and I wouldn't change that for anything.
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